Now I’m a newbie in the area of marriage, having only 3 ½ years behind me, but I want to share just one of the little pearls that I have collected in my wisdom pouch.
That is, having realistic expectations.
Now, I’m a type of person that whatever I set out to do, I try and put my best into it. This often means, spending time, planning, resourcing, stressing or trying to perfect whatever the task is and often ‘overthinking’ a lot of things.
Being in a mode of perfection just isn’t sustainable for me as an individual, neither in my role as a wife.
Trying to appear to your spouse or to others that you have it all together can only set yourself up for disappointment or failure.
So then comes the time to be realistic. Marriage is not work, it isn’t a project, marriage is family. In a sense you reset to how you feel when you’re a kid. Well that’s how I feel no doubt.
What I mean by that is there is a sense of ease that being part of YOUR family brings to your mental state of mind. The ease that you felt as a child should be your state of mind in your marriage. You should feel secure, safe and accepted.
Now being with your family should feel the most comfortable of all environments. Free to truly be yourself.
There are times when you feel like you are just doing the ‘treadmill’ stuff. This being the daily grind, earning the chicken (I don’t eat pork), cleaning baked beans off the floor and comforting screaming children.
Then there are good times like, family days out, date nights, proud achievements and laughs together.
Then there comes, grrr moments the toilet seat left up, socks on the floor, and the disputes. But without these three entwined, it just would not be a marriage.
Balance is key here, too much treadmill and there is a risk of becoming robotic. Too much grrr moments and the house becomes a hostile environment. Can there be too much good times? All play and no work means the important things may not get done and your children might not be learning responsibility.
Home should be the place where AT TIMES (I stress) you can say, ‘I can’t be bothered’. Or in my case, ‘cha! I can’t be bothered’.
Give yourself a break sometimes, if you can’t relax at home, where can you? Your children won’t die if they have a takeaway now and then and if you’re shattered after work, just leave the plates for today.
Give your spouse a break too, things that happen in movies are fictional. If your partner isn’t casting for the next blockbuster don’t put that over them. Don’t compare them to anybody else, as that bring two things, pride or low self-esteem.
You are not on a reality TV, you are reality! I’m learning not to beat myself up if things are sometimes down in my marriage or family, which it will be sometimes.
See your marriage as a living organism that grows and develops. It will grow with your care and nuture. It will also grow through the mistakes and disputes you have and how you learn and adjust from them. I realise that I have not yet ‘reached’ that stage of being a ‘wife indeed’ ( Proverbs 31 ). But my intention is to get there. In my 3rd year, I have seen how we have both grown together as people and my heart’s desire is to continue in upward growth.
Are having realistic expectations an excuse for laziness in your marriage? Thoughts and comments welcome.
Maz x